Entry 217 Personal Log, Shepard, Leanna, Commander, Normandy SR-2
We made it back through the Omega 4 Relay. I didn't expect to be able to say those words. I fully expected my previous entry to be my last. I'm cancelling the letters I'd scheduled to send to Liara, Ash and Anderson. I'm a little relieved too; they all seem a bit too sappy.
Miranda is busy working on her report. I'm not sure what she's going to do with it now that we've left Cerberus. I can barely imagine the strength it must have taken to turn her back on the man who saved her and her sister from her father. She's a much stronger woman than she gives herself credit for, genetically engineered or not.
In all, everyone seems glad that I destroyed the base. Grunt even thought it was funny. Legion made a comparison between my choice and the one his people made. He says we're more alike than he realized. What he doesn't know is that he inspired me to make my decision. If we continue to build our Civilization on the backs of Reaper technology, how are we ever going to stand on our own two feet?
The rest of the crew's fine. Jack's being her usual "chipper" self. Mordin's already moved on to his next project. Hope it's a cure for Thane. I'm worried that without more exercise, the Kepral's Syndrome will get worse.
I'm afraid Garrus might be minimalizing his accomplishments. He led that second fire team and probably saved Tali's life. If something were to happen to me, I trust him to be the one to finish what I've started.
I still question the wisdom of having a thief living on our ship. I swear, every time I go down there, her "personal collection" has gotten a bit bigger. Jacob's spending a lot of time with her, but I'm not sure if he likes her, or just considers her a drinking buddy.
I'm glad Samara hasn't left yet. When she first joined, I got the impression she'd take off immediately after we returned through the Relay (assuming we got back at all). She's staying on the ship though. She said she can "Continue to follow the code while onboard the Normandy". I hope she sticks around. She seems lonely.
Tali seems to be holding up well. I wish everyone had her strength. I'm surprised she hasn't tried to contact the Migrant Fleet since we've been back though. She seems to be spending most of her free time around me instead.
I also want to make a Note in the Logs about Zaeed Masani. Zaeed led the Distraction team that bought us the time we needed to make it through in Samara's biotic bubble. The team made it through alive because Zaeed took every shot the Collectors fired. In the end, it seems his stubbornness wasn't enough to keep him from death. Regardless of how he lived, Zaeed Masani died a hero. In his honor, I will make sure his ex-partner Vido is brought to justice.
At this point, I'm unsure of what to do next. Part of me wants to warn the Council about what is coming, but I don't feel like shouting at a bunch of idiots. Plus the way the Turian Rep does that whole air quotes thing just bugs me.
I can't face Liara right now. She's on her whole Vengeance kick and I can't deal with that. I need to feel happy for a while. I just wish things could go back to the way they used to be between us. The feel of her skin against mine. The way we…
Dear god I've got to get off this ship. I'm setting a course for Omega. I'm gonna get drunk.